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When your attending one of your Aunt's birthday parties today..

And you and your Mom are the only ones dressed casually while everyone else is all dressy and formal...

I feel like crawling under the table in shame..
  • Mood: Shame

Sorry For My Lack of Reply

Journal Entry: Thu Sep 18, 2014, 1:41 PM
Welp, title says it all.

Of course, school has started for me. And let me tell you.

10th grade is HARD. I'd hate to see what 11th grade looks like. I'd hate to see what COLLEGE looks like. But it's required. For the field I'm going in.

Going a little off-topic for a second, I really love drawing. I REALLY do. I've been drawing for a long time to where drawing has found a permanent place in my heart. I know my art is terrible and uncreative and unrealistic and I don't really express myself through them, but still. I'm taking classes to be an LPN, even though I don't want to be really. I like helping people, I do. But a part of me is still isn't quite into the whole social thing. 

But if its what my Mom suggests, I guess I'll have to go with it...

But anyways, back on topic.

Projects have been shoved up my ass, I've had homework from Monday—Friday, some of my teachers are crooked an complicated to whereI missed the honnor roll by a C (fuck Biology) and I've been practicing studying for future purposes.

I'm obviously mentally exhausted and I try to find some way to reply to all the comments I get, but I just can't.

But I DO read all the comments I get as much as I can, thats for sure. So I'm not ignoring you, promise.

I'm just tired, really. I really miss Summer...

  • Mood: Tired

FUCKING.STOP.

Journal Entry: Mon Sep 15, 2014, 4:23 PM
All this "bad oc" thing is getting on my FUCKING NERVES!!!

And what's WORST is, its crawling its way from the CP fandom into the FNAF (Five Nights At Freddy's) fandom!!!

STOP!!!

You have RUINED the CP and DHMIS fandoms with that shit, but I'll be DAMNED if it crawls itself into the FNAF's fandom and fucks that fandom up as well!

WHO.GIVES.A.FUCK.

If the Oc is good or not. To be honest, I've seen a few that are more cute than scary, but really? Your going as far to posting it on Bad Oc accounts on different sites?

FUCK YOUR CRITISISM.

IF I FUCKING WANTED IT, I WOULD HAVE ASKED!!

See, this is why I'd rather not be in spooky, gorey, terrifying fandoms.

Because there's always 95% assholes, pricks, and hypocrites that always jumps into them and fucks EVERYTHING UP.

Its not always those people who makes "kawai-desu" Ocs that ruins the fandom, its the people who always complains about it.

Remember, even in horror related subjects, there's always that part of the fandom that can only draw the cute part of the terrifying game.

Its not.

A big.

DEAL.

  • Mood: Rage

This Is the Last Time I Bother

Journal Entry: Mon Sep 8, 2014, 6:43 PM
"Breakdown" by Seether

The sun is gone and the flowers rot
Words are spaces between us
And I should've been drown in the rivers I've found of token lost
And I should've been down when you made me insecure

So break me down if it makes you feel right
And hate me now if it keeps you alright
You can break me down, if it takes all your might
'Cause I'm so much more..than meets the eye

And I'm the one you can never trust
'cause wounds are ways to reveal us
And yeah I could have tried and devoted my life to both of us
But what a waste of my time when the world we have is YOURS

So break me down if it makes you feel right
And hate me now if it keeps you alright
You can break me down if it takes all your might
'cause I'm so much more...than all your lies

Hate me, BREAK ME DOWN!!
So break me down
DOWN!!
So break me down

So BREAK ME DOWN if it makes you FEEL RIGHT
And HATE ME now if it KEEPS YOU ALRIGHT
You CAN BREAK ME DOWN IF IT TAKES ALL YOUR MIGHT
'cause I'm so much more...

Than meets the eye



  • Mood: Depressed

Dude

Journal Entry: Mon Sep 8, 2014, 1:06 PM
I felt stupid today.

My day went wonderful, not as much headache as I was expecting, but still.

I felt dumb.

I felt like it just because I go to Public School, take on-level classes, wake up 5:40 in the morning to spend 8 hours hearing boring lectures 8/5 (8 hours, five days a week).

I guess going to a Public School, a Private School, a Catholic School, or any other school makes me an idiot?

I really feel like one...

  • Mood: Shame

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gradeDEATH Featured By Owner 3 days ago  Hobbyist Filmographer
Hello again just wanted to say hi and see how your doing since we haven't talked for a while
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Xx-MayhemOnMisery-xX Featured By Owner 1 day ago   Digital Artist
Hey buddy.

I'm doing fine pretty much. How about you?
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gradeDEATH Featured By Owner 8 hours ago  Hobbyist Filmographer
Well Highschool is still as shitty as always the only difference is that I have a few more games to play now kekeke and you?
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Yi-cong-chatou Featured By Owner Oct 13, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for the fav~
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ask-jeff-teh-killer Featured By Owner Oct 11, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
hey, i saw a "artist creepypasta" on facebook what should i do xux should i just let it be or say something if that bothers you
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Xx-MayhemOnMisery-xX Featured By Owner Oct 11, 2014   Digital Artist
Can you link it to me?
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ask-jeff-teh-killer Featured By Owner Oct 11, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
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Xx-MayhemOnMisery-xX Featured By Owner Oct 11, 2014   Digital Artist
Damnit, I don't have a facebook and I can't see it unless I have one.

If you think its a bit offensive and unnecessary, or is copied without permission or any of the wrong-doing, please tell them to take it down, delete it, say something about it, whatever you think is best
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InfernoHeart Featured By Owner Oct 10, 2014  Hobbyist
helo friend, sorry it took so long to add you, I lost your shiz again ;_; but all is good with the world now
here's a drawring
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Xx-MayhemOnMisery-xX Featured By Owner Oct 11, 2014   Digital Artist
HIIIIIII ;v;

And its okay XD I've been kinda distracted lately >//v//<
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TheDarkRinnegan Featured By Owner Sep 29, 2014  Student General Artist

:Adventure Time:  Thank you for the Thanks for the fave !!~Jump rope Avatar 
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GabiSaKuRa Featured By Owner Sep 19, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thanks for the favs!!
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TheLadyIssu Featured By Owner Sep 19, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
The feels~
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Krakens-Oracle Featured By Owner Sep 16, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Hai~
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Xx-MayhemOnMisery-xX Featured By Owner Sep 16, 2014   Digital Artist
Hi Baby~ <3333
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Krakens-Oracle Featured By Owner Sep 16, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
:iconbigheartplz:
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Xx-MayhemOnMisery-xX Featured By Owner Sep 16, 2014   Digital Artist
*huggles* I love yooou~ :heart:

I was talking with one of my best friends Kathrine about you. She can't believe our relationship lasted for 8 months XD
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SunshineyDae Featured By Owner Sep 12, 2014  Student Digital Artist
Hey! I hope you don't mind that I drew your awesome EEnE OC's, Mary and Sue! :la:

sunshineydae.deviantart.com/ar…
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xX-Princess-Pie-Xx Featured By Owner Sep 6, 2014  Student Artist
//pokes repetitively 
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HiddenLeafDragon Featured By Owner Sep 5, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for the fave c:
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Xx-MayhemOnMisery-xX Featured By Owner Sep 5, 2014   Digital Artist
Nah, no thanks is needed c:

You made a good point on that J.E. I think the reason people hate anime is because their either too scatter-brained to realize that the anime teaches lessons that one can learn in life, or their just jealous that the Japanese people draws WAY better than we do!
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HiddenLeafDragon Featured By Owner Sep 5, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
That's pretty much true. DBZ actually helped learn how to spell vegetables 
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Krakens-Oracle Featured By Owner Sep 4, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Hey...
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Xx-MayhemOnMisery-xX Featured By Owner Sep 4, 2014   Digital Artist
Hi....
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Krakens-Oracle Featured By Owner Sep 4, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
I'm sorry I went off on you the other day. Can you forgive me?
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